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The Old Soul Singer & The Nightmare Scenario

by The Divided

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1.
I needed anyone to show me that I might not be alone But I felt lonelier than ever before when she went on about her new friends and the parties and the city skyline She didn’t call me back one night and I knew that she had moved on What am I doing wrong? I don’t know what I wanna do with my life. Spinning my wheels all the fucking time And what if I die today? Would anything change? What if I die tonight? I won’t be happy with my life I’m one day away, from making an impact on everyone that I have ever known One of these days, I’ll stop pushing everyone away and insisting on fighting this alone All my friends are scientists or teachers, or married with two kids living comfortably on a nice suburban street. I don’t even know how I’m gonna pay the bills this week. Oh I remember those summer nights that we drank after the shows, our screams echoed off of the store fronts, screaming of lives out on the road. Now I’m trying to find some work and a place to go. I set goals for myself that I can’t fucking meet and then failure breeds insanity If everyone is happy with their lives and we’re never told what to be, maybe they’d be as sick as me
2.
We run faster, past the graveyard But not for fear of the living dead Driven by motivation, reminded of the fact that time runs out and life ends Darkness fell at the worst of times almost every night We don't believe in heaven or hell so there is a fire burning bright We're not saving anything for some imaginary afterlife We're not sleeping tonight There is so much to do before we die It's hard to sleep and hard to dream when You know you'll just wake up tired again Driven by motivation, fueled by the fact that time runs out and life ends The story of our past is a book we can't overwrite Run thru the darkness to find a spark you can reignite We'll keep our eyes open as the fire's burning bright We're not sleeping tonight There is so much to do before we die
3.
She said that I looked too thin and tired that night at the bar But I never felt better, so drunken and wired. But it’s not getting me very far Well I said I was dying to feel alive just one more time But I’m actually dying. I can feel myself rotting out from the inside When they dig their way out of the ground there will finally be some life in this town You will notice everything start to change Like a ship sinking into the sea, they’ll sink their teeth into you and me Feel the poison coursing thru your veins And now I’m the walking dead, working each day just to keep my head above ground I work every day with no soul left to sell Oh heaven knows I’m tired as hell The last time she saw me she said “You look like death steam rolled over you” And there is no pounding inside of my chest to keep my skin from turning blue Well I’m running on empty and crashing quickly as everyone stops to pray I’ll rush off to the hospital bleeding and cold screaming “I swear this is my last day” Well I sleep walk thru every week, so tonight after I fall asleep there is still no relief. Everything will come crashing down from above And I know it’s been killing you too. Though it’s easier for me to blame you for the death of every single thing that I love
4.
I woke up to the sound of cold rain And now I realize that things will always change I know I shouldn’t be living in the past Well I know that I did all I could I fought for so long to hold onto it I know that it’s wrong and I admit to it Well I break this old curse that keeps holding me down Well I’m trying like hell to move on And I know it’s not what I had planned I’ll make the most of what I have and do the best I can Well I’m not looking back on those days that are gone The friends that I lost and the dreams that have died So raise up your glasses to the new days ahead I’m not rolling over and I won’t be left for dead Well I’m sick of excuses and the lies to myself Well I think that it’s time to move on
5.
How many tragic events will it take for me to realize that we’re all driven by fate? It’s all randomized How many deaths will it take for me to get the fuck up? How many deaths will it take for me to stop doing nothing all night? Sleeping all day. Wasting my time away. I’d rather die and fade out than think about everything that I should have done by now. How many nights will have to end with me acting unlike myself? Completely fucked up relying on somebody else. How many nights will end fighting my unstable mind? Well maybe I’ll give in. Maybe I’ll be fine doing nothing all night? Sleeping all day. Wasting my time away. I’d rather die and fade out than think about everything that I should have done by now.
6.
I’d rather show you what I’ve built I’d rather show you what I’ve bought I’d rather help you off the ground I’d rather step right on your face I’ll give the shirt right off my back I’ll steal every penny that you own I will save you the last bite I’d rather throw it away This is what I’ve built, Not what I have bought I’ll do it the hard way, The right way (I'll take the low road The low road) Cause you’re to blame, For all these wicked evils that I witness Every day, Enjoying the seven deadly sins And yeah, it’s such a shame, Your spoiled, rotten conscious Slips further and further away, From the life that I love, and the way I choose to live But since I have the choice, I’d rather choose to build than buy I will break my back for you You will break your back for me I will sweat and strain for you I will drink down all your tears My calloused hands will bleed And my lazy feet will soak I will clean up after you I will make sure to be a slob
7.
Like a bullet from a gun I aimed right for your heart Nervous and anxious, could this be the start? I told you my dreams and that they never worked out I guess I was wrong I guess I was wrong about the nightmare scenarios About being left alone and left out in the cold You’ve never given reasons, no reason for me to doubt the trust I had in you and turn the other way So take a breath and drop your guard there is no regrets here I asked myself a thousand times why you stuck it out this year I want the same as what you have asked just keep your faith in me I want the same as what you have asked, I want the same Keep your faith in me
8.
Do you remember those Southern nights? The way the moon reflected off of the ocean a million times We walked up the street to the pier Shared drinks above the crashing waves and talked about our fears And those old soul singers in the dead of the night We're in the only waves that never reach the shore But over the ocean, the clouds are rolling in There is a thunder out in the distance And out of the darkness a storm is coming in These streets of fire will fill with rain I hope you never have to feel the pain of my heart attack As the bar lights fade to black, Oh Carolina please come back to my heart of stone Will I miss you when you go? Oh Carolina, please come home, please come home The waves pound the shore, but they won't wash away your sins My body is at home, but my heart is in the wind The Jersey coast line is not the same In dreams I can't remember, you know you still remember my name And we dance above the flames To all the jazz players with the fire in their eyes But they never made it here they got caught up in the storm And over the ocean, the clouds are rolling in There is a thunder out in the distance And out of the darkness a storm is coming in These streets of fire will fill with rain I hope you never have to feel the pain of my heart attack As the bar lights fade to black, Oh Carolina please come back to my heart of stone Will I miss you when you go? Oh Carolina, please come home, please come home My heart sailed out into the sky above the sea I need anything to take these Southern blues away from me

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released June 13, 2012

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The Divided Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

A few longtime friends wrote a couple kickass songs together in a basement. Then, they saw some kid with an acoustic guitar pouring his heart out for a bunch of uninterested people in a bar and recruited him. They moved from the basement to the garage and THE DIVIDED, a force of pure punk rock power the likes of which have never been seen, was born. ... more

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